Katie LeQuia Rowland (starzykat) wrote in paganborn,
Katie LeQuia Rowland
starzykat
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negative energy? or something else?

Am I just crazy? lol

Lately I have had the worst luck and have been feeling some mass of negativity clouding around me. I have been under much stress lately because I am moving from Michigan to Utah. (I know.. what a weird move) I might just be over-reacting or attracting even more negative energy around me by worrying so much, but things are getting worse and worse. Today I was down in the basement and had a weird feeling. You know the feeling like something is following you? It was that one. I'm starting to think something else might be at work here. (like I said I could just be over-reacting) Here is some background and it will make sense in a moment. When I was younger and didn't know anything about respect for witchcraft, supernatural, death, etc I used to use an ouija board... a lot. I used it by myself all the time and talked to a spirit that called himself by the same name. I read not so long ago about being careful with spirits and that it was easy to become possessed if you opened yourself up. One of the ways to know you were is if you found yourself thinking about the spirit all the time or drawn to it, etc. Well I did. I didn't have a lot of friends at the time either so I was even more vulnerable. I found that I was having bad luck after awhile. After a bit I fell in love with a guy and decided that I didn't want to risk any more bad luck so I put the ouija board away forever. Now how this relates to my current bad luck is that I thought of that spirit today out of no where. I felt he wanted to talk to me. (It has probably been 4 years since I put the board away) Now some people have told me that it was probably some form of self hypnotism, but I really think I connected to this particular spirit. This may not have anything to do with my current bad luck but it seems like everything in my life is going wrong. I keep doing clumsy things and forgetting too. It could just be a rut. Does anyone have any thoughts or insight into what could be going on? I feel really vulnerable right now as well because all my tools, my bos, everything is not with me as it is being shipped to Utah. Can someone send me some positive thoughts? Also is there anything I could put together on hand to ward of negativity. I am a noobie so forgive me.
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It sounds like to me that you are just being over paranoid. When that type of energy is sensed in a being, it does attract other spirits for they are hungry for the weak beings. You must be careful when you are in such a vulnerable state. If this other spirit that you have been thinking about is around, it would be better to mediate and rid yourself of him altogether. Do you really want that guy following you around the rest of your life? On another note, if you did such a thing as a ouiji board, the spirits that are found on those things are lost ones, looking fo ra new body host. It is not a very safe thing to do and I advise you that you dispose of the board with one of those banishing spells and things like that such. And ... About how old would you be? Human beings go through a normal stage in life where things are always going wrong - blah blah - bad luck and things like that such. The main reason for this is would be that the brain would be growing and the spirit would be extending it's energies. (Or that is my conclusion). In such a thing there is an energy inbalance, creating a force of confusion with the world around. It will go away. But, on the note that you feel like something is watching you, maybe it is just yourself? Is it really a bad feeling? Maybe you should become accustomed to it and feel comfortable with it? If it is really a bad creature, then it will find no need to be around a stronger person.? A prayer each night will soothe you of your paranoia. A lot of negative energy just might be yourself creating it, (subconsciously) for you are thinking there is negative energy, thus so saying, then the energy is created. Try to think of this black energy turning grey for a few days. Then think of a bright sunshine circling your body, thus changing the negative to a positive energy.=) Sorry, I am probably no help.
sorry if this is sending lots... stupid anonymous!!

I think you are right about ridding myself of him all together. I don't even know where the board is right now as I haven't used it in a long long time. It's been four years or so. I am currently 20... soon to be 21. When I used it, I didn't really know what I was doing. I was very immature. If a spirit needed a host I would have been the one to go after. I'm stronger now... I should do something about it just in case. I do tend to think negatively at times and I find that this does draw negative energy. I believe in the whole balance thing and what I give out is what I recieve sort of. I just need a way to stop the negativity because it gets out of my control. I feel a little more calm after last night. I burned some frankincense in my room and thought of positive things.
Ooo, I just got new incense, Frankincense among them. It's a beautiful and relaxing. Some stress-relieving things would do you good. Have you any Lavendar, Camomile, or Jasmine tea?
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